me-and-addy said: Hi! I love your blog so much and check it every morning! I was wondering if you could do an imagine "your first time"? But only if you're comfortable with it :)
Imagine you’ve just finished dinner at your flat, and the two of you are sitting in the living room. You hold in your hand a glass of wine that he’d bought especially for you, and his large hand is curled around a beer as you face each other on the couch, you and Henry met when he’d taken an English class that you were in as well. You recognized him in it immediately since it was your major, and though you’d seen him once or twice on campus before, you only knew he was an acting major. You recall how he caught you staring at him the first day of class and though you didn’t look at him again unless he answered a question for the teacher, you knew he’d noticed you. After a few games of visual cat and mouse in class, he approached you when you were leaving it one day and on your way to your next one. You talked briefly about what year you both were, where you were from, and then he did it. He’d asked you out on the first of many dates you’d have together. There was something odd about Henry and you knew it was just because you couldn’t find a flaw even though you pushed to see if he really did have one. He didn’t.
After two months of dating here the two of you sat, his fingers tracing the forearm of yours that was bent against the back of the cushion of your couch. He was looking at you that way and you knew what it meant. It made you nervous, nervous enough to swallow a large mouthful of your wine to try to ease your nerves. It’s not that you didn’t think about being truly intimate with Henry, because God did you. Your mind had covered every act that you deemed acceptable at least fifteen times over, but now it was real. You’d slept with only one man before, and he abused that privilege. He made a mockery of you, and then acted like you didn’t exist. You rationalized that you jumped into things with him too quick and that you wouldn’t do it again.